It has been a decade since Sonya Ackerman lost her son, James, in a tragic rugby league incident. She still feels his presence through small reminders like his favorite song or a rainbow. James Ackerman was a beloved player for the Sunshine Coast Falcons, who tragically passed away at the age of 25 after a fatal shoulder charge during a game.

His family, including his wife Saraa Spaens and children Milly and Ollie, have struggled to cope with the loss over the years. Saraa reflects on how time has not healed their pain, especially for the children who miss their father dearly. Despite the tragedy, they hold onto the memories of the happy times they shared as a family.

As the 10th anniversary of James Ackerman's passing approaches, his mother Sonya vividly recalls the moment she rushed to his side on the field after the fatal blow. The memories of that day still haunt her, as she hoped that James, known for his toughness, would get back up as he always did. Unfortunately, this time was different.

The legacy of James Ackerman lives on at the Sunshine Coast Falcons, where framed pictures of him adorn the office of CEO Chris Flannery. The team continues to honor his memory, with the retired number eight jersey serving as a constant reminder of his presence. The club recently paid tribute to Ackerman by taking a 'knee for Ackers' before a match.

Despite the tragedy, James Ackerman's family and friends choose to celebrate his life in a way that he would have appreciated. They gather at a Sunshine Coast pub to share a few beers and make a few bets, remembering James with smiles and laughter.